exam.. come to mama!

prejudism itu xperlu!! <--- wakaka,, sahje nak amek mood exm..ngee

doakan sahye ye tawan2..

mau exam nih..last paper last sem kat USM nih..

insyaALLAH.. ameen :)

to : zanna & syira..gud luck and tengs smalam wat discussion keyh!

sayam korang...weee~

nota tumit : sowee jrg update..special entri akan di wat kemudian tenkiusss:)

i hope you be the one i share my life with :)

 nadiah ♥ zulhilmi

another day passed by..

another hope come and say hi..

staring at our photo on my desk,

and try to forget the rest :)

But now I know how much it means
For you to stay right here with me..

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes

I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do.

please grow old with me :)

i want nothing more.

mess up again..my bad! sorry BB :)

 umie ♥ abie

I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony

I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace

I’m sorry dear I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace

I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your smile
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured

I’m sorry of being myself
I’m sorry that I’ve failed

I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane

But believe me that I love you

Should I say sorry for that too?

 - nadiahazizan-

::the courage that i need to live : :

salam..

Dear Mak ,  I love you and want you to know,
I think of you often wherever I go.
You lift me up; you're like walking sunshine;
I am lucky to have a great mother like mine.

Your endless affection makes you special and rare;
I'm always amazed by how much you care.
What you've given to me I can never repay,

It’s your birthday, Mak,I dont know if you still remember..
Did you get prayers that I sent trough God??I hope you enjoy them.. :)
Without you, my special, loving mak,
I would not be here. Yes, I owe it all to you, Mak.
From the time that I was small,
You encouraged me in everything,
And tried not to let me fall.Throughout my life your caring,and even you're not here,I can still feel it.. Brightened each and every minute.
You loved me and enriched my life,
And I’m so glad to have you in it! 

Oh ALLAH, it’s my mother’s birthday
So please, help her to see
How much she means to me,
Her loving daughter

Al-Fatihah

. 

p/s : kakak mungkin jarang ckp yg kakak syg mak sebelum mak pergi..tp jika diberi peluang jumpa mak lagi, kakak akan cakap setiap saat ..tiap2 saat mak.. :(

how's life after life mak?? :(

Ibu bergenang airmataku
Terbayang wajahmu yang redup sayu
Kudusnya kasih yang engkau hamparkan
Bagaikan laut yang tak bertepian 

Biarpun kepahitan telah engkau rasakan
Tidak pun kau merasa jemu
Mengasuh dan mendidik kami semua anakmu
Dari kecil hingga dewasa 

Hidupmu kau korbankan
Biarpun dirimu telah terkorban
Tak dapat ku balasi
Akan semua ini
Semoga Tuhan memberkati kehidupanmu ibu

Ibu kau ampunilah dosaku
Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu
Restumu yang amat aku harapkan
Kerana di situ letak syurgaku 

Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu
Mengajarku erti kesabaran
Kau bagai pelita di kala aku kegelapan
Menyuluh jalan kehidupan 

Kasih sayangmu sungguh bernilai
Itulah harta yang kau berikan 

Kasihanilah Tuhan
Ibu yang telah melahirkan diriku
Bagaikan kasih ibu sewaktu kecilku

Moga bahagia ibu di dunia dan di akhirat sana

: : terima kasih yg xterhingga wat Shahirah bt. Mat Kasa yg bersusah pyh mengandung, melahirkan dan membesarkan aku yg sengal ini..hummm... ::

along ♥ mak!! 

nahhh...amek2..

i  

LOVE 

abie  

deng  

muchhhh~

p/s : sile pulang cepattttttttt :)

i heard voices.... [ini bukan cerita seram] hehehe..

kriukkkkkkkkk!!

kriukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!

kriukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!

me : OMG!! whats dat?! [a lil nervous voice]

voice : hey you dun worry!! it's me..here..here..down here..

.....looking down searching for the voice.....

voice : gosh..finally u found me!! pls help me.puhleseee.. [ begging with weak tone]

me :ok2! i'll be honoured to help u.. what u do want?! u name it..

voice : sumthing like this..totally like this!! please3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me: hurmm.. what?? i dun get it..

voice :sigh* i mean this ..

me : bnyk cantik muke hang?!..demand kan?? amek hang terus aku ckp melayu..

voice : lohh..aku perut hang kot..kalau aku dapat hang pon kenyang..ngeng!!

p/s : sebenanye sahye lapar..sobbed3..anyone?? anyone?? no one?? ..isk isk isk

ayna's wedding + SURVIVORS!!

santek sangat!! huu.. jeles nih :)

Nuraina Madhiah Nordin & her soulmate.. Mohd. Sofi Samsudin :)

God bless..

her dream wedding :)

grown-up sayangss!!

...:::salam alaik :::..

ahah hari ni nk kongsi pengalaman semalam..
bngun pgi2 dah rase berdebar2..omg!!
apsal nih??
owh..one of my fren akd nikah today..
hahahaha..aku yg cuak??pehal ko wanjan??
pg2 lagi dah bukak fb kot2 ade sesape update bout mjlis nikah ayna..tp hampe..xde..sume org bz!! huhuhu
yg ade just bless wishes and yg laen2 laa kan...
hurmm..
pastu sempat fb2 msg ngn kechiq-ku syg..
die lagi kesian duk kat jogja..lagi laa jaoh xbley balik..huu..sabar ye kecik
tp xpe..aku kirimkan doa je wat ayna..semoga dia ngn sofi bhgia selalu..ameen..
bout 12 oclock in da noon..i got mms from a fren..hantar gambar ayna..santek sgt!!
patu xbley blah..dpt msg lagi.. " lepas ni ko lak wanjan"..
HOMAIGOD!! hurmmmmmmmm..

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today ramai yg tag aku dlm pics wedding ayna semalam..
tengs guys..
at least korg ingat jugak kat aku..huuu..
menitis airmata aku tengok pic ayna bersanding ditemani rakan2 ku yang santek2 belake..
omg !!
aku rindu korg..

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lepas SPM, mane penah kite jumpe kan?
dats bout, 5 years ago..hummmpph :(
hurm..those pics really make me jelous..siwiyesly, it hurts me..but in a gud way ok gals!
and out of blue, i reallized dat, we're so grown up..hahaha :)
and those days were awesome..we learned bout the spirit..we learned bout frenship, for 5 years we were together.. cant even forget a moment if i'm trying to..
no more laughing around..no more late night funny talk..no more singing together b4 going to bed.. no more visiting each other during nite prep,,no more chit-chating bout boys.. no more complaining bout teachers and wardens! uppsss..no more cheering lungs-out at the field..no more talking craps during ED preparations.. humm..
homaigod really mish dat moments!
hafta stop,or else...
cant afford to shed more tears..
sistas-eternally..

after last paper SPM.. wajah kanak2 lagi douh..

 forever sisters~

SURVIVOR-the-fittest..

p/s:gambar2 mcm biase..pesbuk sudey:)

♥♥♥ dengarkanlah ♥♥♥

Jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu kerana ku cinta kau

Jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku berubah
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu kerana ku cinta kau
Kau

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau selalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

Jika kau tak percaya pada ku
Sakitnya aku
Jika kau lebih dengar mereka
Sedih hatiku
Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu kerana ku cinta kau

Kau saja..

p/s : xmampu menyayangi yg laen ♥

gorgeous-brides- to -be...24th April 2010.

sayang, wanjan amek gambar kat fb kamu..

homaigod..

it's 23rd of April oredi..

means one of my fren will be sumone's wifey..

tomorrow!!

really am happy for you sayangku-ayna..

to sofi : take xtra gud care of ayna .. she's perfect for u in all her ways..

hurm..i'm sorry.. i cant attend both of  the ceremonies..

but for sure, i'll be praying for u..

good bless!

sure it'll be a perfect wedding like ayna's dream..

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU TO :-

my sayang NURAINA MARDHIAH NORDIN & her hubby-to be MOHD SOFI SAMSUDIN.

*dpt baby cepat2 keyh?!* yeayyyyy...

p/s :aku bile laa nak kawenggg??ouh deng!!